Philadelphia

I still think about the kids who stole my tickets and my card
At Dave and Buster's Philadelphia at least one time a month
It made me never trust a kid who I don't know
And to this day I won't go to Dave and Buster's on my own

And I still don't forgive them
And I still don't forgive them now
And I still don't forgive them till I die
And I won't forgive myself

When I was in sophomore year of high school I
I thought I had some real good friends
But when they left me out of their hotel room group
I realized not one of them is

And I still don't forgive them
And I still don't forgive them now
And I still won't believe them when they say
That they're sorry 'cause I know that nothing's changed

I didn't think you'd recognize me in the store
It's been so long I didn't think you knew my face shape anymore
And if you called me I'd start crying on the phone
Your voice reminds me that I'll always be alone

And I wake up in the corner of my room
And I'll try to hold my breath
And I'll scratch my walls until my fingers bleed
And I still won't feel okay

Destroy me
Destroy me
Destroy me
Destroy me