Tunnel Vision

Refused to be average
When it's all said and done, cremate me and throw me in the river with no casket
Is my life tragic
Stopped going to Dawn's house cuz of petty beef
My mama said no more Easter baskets
That hit me deep, the truth I tried to seek
Never show no emotion cuz it makes ya weak
So when I'm feeling weak, who can I really call
I'm stacking up all my fears man it's super tall
I just wanna make sure that you always happy
Closed off cuz they take advantage of the sappy
Can always be shallow over looks and taste, but if you got bad karma baby stay away
And it's hard cuz I really don't want to change, but the life that I live has made me this way
So I'm sorry if I'm just so chill
I rather be home, stacking up my dollar bills
Don't talk to me about the pain
I shed so many tears, they mistake it as rain
The game stays the same, but the playas always change
I never hit up people first like bad service range, and I need to change that
I talk to my Day 1s everyday because Wolfpack has my back
I need to speak to my family more, instead of browsing through Amazon stores
Why do I carry all this weight, the world on my shoulders, saying that my back can't break
The harsh truth is, you can't save everybody
I got to love myself, and have a healthy body
Emotions, mentality, and spirit
I never said one lie in all of my lyrics
The truth going through life's major missions
And people say that I'm cursed, with my Tunnel Vision
Ya, they can never break me
Break me down cuz I know they can't save me
Save me from myself, and my Tunnel Vision
True to my vision, is the main mission
Ya, they can never break me
Break me down cuz I know they can't save me
Save me from myself, and my Tunnel Vision
True to my vision, is the main mission
Ya, you can never walk in my shoes
If you had my cards I'd had dealt, you would lose
Trying go All In like you play for Clemson
Big D, is what the games really missing
I wouldn't be here today, facts, if I just dropped out and drink everyday for the pain
I know I wasn't living right, but I had to change when I heard about my cousin that night
Passed away on my 21st birthday night, and since then man I knew I had to live right
I had to live for him, repent for all my sins, cuz you were there for me when my life begin
Now that date is tatted on my skin forever
Family over everything through the cruel weather
I look at your picture everyday for motivation
I always pour one out for you while I'm on vacation
Just know man we always gonna make ya proud
I know you always looking down on us with ya smile
And man you'd be proud of ya little brother, cuz now, he is such a great father
I still seen you and Janine in my dreams
All of us as a family man what a scene
Learn from me, and always fix all the wrong
Cherish ya loved ones, before they all gone
Ya, they can never break me
Break me down cuz I know they can't save me
Save me from myself, and my Tunnel Vision
True to my vision, is the main mission
Ya, they can never break me
Break me down cuz I know they can't save me
Save me from myself, and my Tunnel Vision
True to my vision, is the main mission