Therapy (feat. Carlos Oyanedel)
My girl says I need Therapy
So I can really see
How my closed nature really hurts, all the people who surround me
Never express my true feelings
Never wanted this world to judge me
Always wanted to be liked, and well respected but sometimes the pain covers the love
As I sit there and lie about the truth
Truth is, I just never want to hurt you
You hurt even more when I don't look into ya eyes
Ya eyes always showing me the pain you have inside
Inside my head so clouded man I can't shake it
Shaking off the demons and urges, I can't fake it
Calling me fake
Never express my true feelings
Truth is, I'm just not really willing
Willing to go deep, revisit some of the scars
The scars on my soul makes my pride ever harder
The hardest thing to do is to find the right thing to say
Saying that I love you 100 times a day
But today, the validation doesn't work
You work yourself up, and you tell me how you feel
Feeling so helpless like how can I heal
No healing if ya hearts made out of steel
My girl says I need Therapy
So I can really see
How my closed nature really hurts, all the people who surround me
Never express my true feelings
Never wanted this world to judge me
Always wanted to be liked, and well respected but sometimes the pain covers the love
Stress eating, my body always getting weaker
Miss the days that my body was a little leaner
When I feel bad, I always keep ex's around
Give me self-confidence while I'm feeling down
I don't know what void that I'm missing
Maybe I'm just scare of the life that I'm pursuing
Maybe I'm just scare of me finally speaking out
And that's why I'm tatted up to cover self-doubt
Even though the tattoo tell a bit of my story
Shows my expression, deeper than the glory
Somedays I feel like man like I'm Dory, but my girl want a ring like she Robert Horry
I put on a mask just to hide my true nature
I miss the days with the crew in the streets of Jamaica
Group chats never do justice
When Darren died, I thought I'd be closer to my cousins
It seems like the families breaking
So I stay with my core man more families taking
Don't even drink any more when I feel the pain
I found a new escape, and hop on the game
My girl says I need Therapy
So I can really see
How my closed nature really hurts, all the people who surround me
Never express my true feelings
Never wanted this world to judge me
Always wanted to be liked, and well respected but sometimes the pain covers the love