Why ?

why wont you awnser
ived called on you so many times
but you still havent awnsered
ive waited for you to knock on my door
but im still waiting
it feels as you dont care
youv'e let me down everytime ive needed you
or
maybe its just me
maybe im keeping you out
why i wouldnt know
i feel as if you have something to say
but i cant hear
i dont know what to belive anymore
but yet i know i dont want to give up on you
i know i want you to come into my life and teach me wrong from right
and i also know i want you to show me who i really m

i want to fully give myself to you but theres something
in the way but what it is i might never know