Deep Inside

Everything is gone and I know it
Don't you worry I understand
I will pretend that I'm happy
Then you won't come back again

But tell me that was real, yes I know just how you feel right now about me
'Cause all my world is a mess and I don't care

And it hurts deep inside
Am I wasting my time?
Tell me where I can hide from you and what I'm gonna do
How can I breathe if you are not here?

Knowing for sure the solution
Not enough to carry on
Smoking is my own pollution
In my eyes the light is gone

But lie to me one more time, just anesthetize my mind for a moment
'Cause all my world is a mess and I don't care

And it hurts deep inside
Am I loosing my mind?
Tell me when I will feel all right and where I'm gonna find a place to be who I should be

Beth