Pocket of My Past

Stuck a picture of my future
In the pocket of my past
And when I wake up from this nightmare
I will get to live my life at last

Dropped my hope into the quicksand
Almost drown in my distress
I got lost in second guessing
Now I’ve got to dig out of this mess

I feel so forsaken
My heart is done breaking
I cannot count the tears I’ve cried

I don’t know if remember
Half as much as I forget
Though my brain is in a blender
Miracles I swear I still expect

It’s been so frustrating
No, I’m not complaining
What is there left I haven’t tried

I don’t let me get you down
I don’t let me take the blame
I don’t let me freak you out
I’m coming back again

Just give me life I’ll take it
I thought I’d never make it
Now watch me step out of this fire

Stuck a picture of my future
In the pocket of my past
When I wake up from this nightmare
I will get to live my life at last