Better!

I was keen thinkin' just how great I'd be
Once I finally got older
Now I see that it's gone a little different
Than how I had planned
I'm a no show good for nothing tool
And a drug addled asshole
And lately I've been thinkin' that maybe these are things
That I'd rather not change
Fuck
What have I done?
(What have I done, What have I done)
I'm the worst I've ever been
But I've never felt
(I've never felt, I'm never)
Better!
And I'm not one
(I'm not one, I'm not one)
To deny I'm insecure
But I've never felt
(I've never felt, I'm never)
Better!
Better!
I was keen thinkin' just how great I'd be
Once I finally got older
Now I see I turned out a little different
Than how they had planned
They said, "You've gotta stay quiet and sweet
If you wanna fit in well"
And thats the thing
No fucking fiber of my being
Is gonna go that
Tried to force my way into shapes
But they'll never fit
Then my hair turned gray
And it's been that way every since
What have I done?!
I'm the worst I've ever been
But I've never felt
Better!
And I'm not one
(I'm not one, I'm not one)
To deny I'm insecure
But I've never felt
(I've never felt, I'm never)
Better!
Better!
What have I done?
(What have I done, What have I done)
I'm the worst I've ever been
But I've never felt
(I've never felt, I'm never)
Better!
And I'm not one
(Tried to force my way into shapes but they'll never fit)
To deny I'm insecure
But I've never felt
(Then my hair turned gray and it's been that way every since)
Better!
Better!