Spiraling

Got no designer look at my clothes
White snow flowing line up the dope
Losin' my options losin' my hope
Blowing the smoke like I'm out of control
They tell me that they can relate but the truth is revealed when I look at their face
I see through their lies under disguise, I cannot deal with the fake
I look in their eyes and I see all the people that loved me back in the days
I now realize that all of my time was wasted on such a disgrace
The sorrow you see on my face is nothing but real but gotta embrace it
If I have to take one thing to the grave it's when you get a chance you take it
Swirlin' around in my head, looking for peace
But all i can find is myself on a leash
Attached to the demon deep within me
But i cant let go, cause I cannot see
Where am I headed can you believe
This is the end of my journey
Heart filled with sorrow and I can't sleep
Dragging me down under the sea
Down to the bottom of the sea floor is where I drown
Got all the people watching but nobody makes a sound
Staring into the abyss slit my wrist while I fall down
Never to recover from the scars I got all around