ONLY ONE OF YOU

Gripped by this sentence
wish everytime i kissed that I meant it
Tears falling like this rain on my terrace
Birthdays ain’t same with the errors
Phased by these mirrors
Looking at myself all I see is a stranger
High tides got me closer to danger
Drown in my thoughts and this jäger
Bombs in my songs will stay up
Sinking in a spiral of a solitude
Trapped in cycle I’m on the move
But I Gonna lose
What’s it prove
Prayers for a sinner that ain’t nothing new
But it’s true
Lies in my habitat
Habitual lies in fact
I’m frightened that I might collapse
Frightened that I’m like my dad

Frightened I’m like my mum
No control in my highs and slumps
I wonder if I felt the worst
I wanna hold the hand
s that held me first
I wanna hide sometimes
Climb the mines
Face to face with the kindest eyes
All this grace I was blinded by
So many side effects of hiding it
Finding the silencing
I really can’t hear at all
Cracks in the wall widening
But that’s how the light gets in

I know it’s raining outside yeah
But the sun shines on my soul
I don’t know if it’s time yet
But if it’s time I should let go
And when I feel like I’ve got less to give than prove
I hear a voice of God in
side my chest
There’s only one
There’s only one of you