SOCIAL ALIEN (RECLUSE PT. 2)

Ghost all of my friends for days
I love them to death but the time gets away
Three to seven business days
Til you hear back from me
It's just the way that I'm made
Isolation
Social alien
Lock myself inside my room with my hyperfixations
Leave me alone
I don't ever leave my room
I don't fuck with anyone
I'm so sick of being used
I'm so fucking awkward
And I try and try and try
But I don't care anymore
I can't talk to people
And I can't figure it out So I don't care anymore
I don't trust a soul in this shit
They all want something else out of me
Use my trauma for your clout
Cause I say what you're all afraid to say
I can't read between the lines like them
Never learned the rules to the game
I'm so fucking paranoid
I just push everyone away
I'm a recluse
Never leave my room
Unapproachable
Never wanna leave home
Pull the wool over my eyes
I've been burned one thousand times
It's easier to stay inside
When you're like me and just need a place to hide