Goodbyes

If you stay things are bound to stay the same
I don't like that you're lookin at me strange
All the time if you got something to say
Say it to my face don't have the time to waste
I fell hard and I lost my damn mind
I Look at the stars and they're not aligned
I catch you at the bar looking so damn hard
I wanted more for us but it was never in the cards
Ima live my life
Ima go home and cry
I don't wanna watch u leave
Cause Im not good at goodbyes
Ima live my life
Ima go home and cry
I don't wanna watch u leave
Cause Im not good at goodbyes
Ima live my life
Ima go home and cry
I don't wanna watch u leave
Cause Im not good at goodbyes
Ima live my life
Ima go home and cry
I don't wanna watch u leave
Cause Im not good at goodbyes
I'm not i'm not i'm not good at goodbyes,
I'm not i'm not i'm not good at goodbyes,
I'm not i'm not i'm not good at goodbyes,
No i'm not good, i'm not good
Oh my love is holistic
And I know i'm my biggest critic
Your hold over me is dangerous
I felt it from the beginning
All these baby steps I'm taking
Leading me to the different ending
I know I said I love you but then I got to thinking
Maybe you're just the first to not lie to me
Maybe I'm just hurt that you were the best thing
That I've ever learned and I'm gonna miss it
I know, oh I know it's just hard to admit
Ima live my life
Ima go home and cry
I don't wanna watch u leave
Cause Im not good at goodbyes
Ima live my life
Ima go home and cry
I don't wanna watch u leave
Cause Im not good at goodbyes
I don't know where to go I don't know where to start
All Ive ever known is this broken heart
I'll put on a show I'll tear myself apart
Maybe you were the best lesson that I've had so far
Maybe you were the best lesson that I've had so far