Holy

Cut off some people that was holding me down
It's sink or swim and I ain't plannin' on drownin'
It took some time to see
But I'm still workin'
I'm still hurtin'
And I ain't ashamed of it
Had to be real with me
I was holdin' myself down
All that I ever needed
I already have it now
I was searchin' for purpose
In and out of the darkness
It just made me hearless

Cuz I was runnin' from the old me
And I been hidin' from my lonely
How come nobody ever told me
Lovin' myself would feel this holy
I been searchin' for somebody
To fill the void that lives inside me
How come nobody ever told me
Lovin' myself would feel this holy

Can't fill you up if I've got nothin' to give
Had to unlearn it all and try to forgive myself
It's nothin' personal
I just need some time to
Possibly try to
Work on this mess I made
Hard to admit it
I'm the reason I'm here
Cuz my heart was fillin' up
With nothin' but fear
That I'll never live up to my expectations
I'm scared and I hate it

Cuz I was runnin' from the old me
And I been hidin' from my lonely
How come nobody ever told me
Lovin' myself would feel this holy
I been searchin' for somebody
To fill the void that lives inside me
How come nobody ever told me
Lovin' myself would feel this holy

I'm growin' everyday still makin' mistakes
Look in the mirror and can finally say that I
I am so proud of you
Look what you made it through
You're stronger than you knew
Girl, I am so proud of you

I am so proud of you
When I look in the mirror I'm like
I am so proud of you
I am so proud of you
Look what you made it through

Cuz I was runnin' from the old me
And I been hidin' from my lonely
How come nobody ever told me
Lovin' myself would feel this holy
I been searchin' for somebody
To fill the emptiness inside me
I wish somebody would have told me
Lovin' myself would feel this holy