BURN IN MY MEMORIES

Reducing my own life to an embryonic state
Like blastula
Crossroads through the stream of consciousness
Knowing the question
Left or right
That feeling of failure, that you cannot accept

I never thought I'd be afraid to lose
Someone like you
But in the end I even lost
My direction
And everything I really needed
Everything I've fought for
Only a memory remains to be erased
I wish I'd erase myself
That sense of you, even when you're not here with me

Black eyes tired and destroyed
I am a constant hatred
Painted on a canvas
What the hell did you have become

Embrace the shrinking here
Embrace the relaxation
Embrace my burning corpse
Burn, just burn
Inhale the poison we all saturate with
Inhale the untruth you sustained

Black eyes tired and destroyed
I am a constant hatred
Painted on a canvas
What the hell did you have become
Surely not me
And nevermind
If you go just go away
But if you'll walk away
Burn in my memories

Black eyes, tired and destroyed
I am a constant hatred
Painted on a canvas
Because of the monster that you are
And the indifference you breathe