Suicidal

Young AT
Yeah

I have, I have, I have (Suicidal, suicidal)

I have suicide in my head
All the time laying in my bed
God told me I'll go to hell (Hell)

I have suicide in my head
People worries and so my girl
They think I'll try to kill myself

I don't want more lies no more
It ain't worth a dime oh no
I'm falling apart, mental breakdown
Still I have to do it alone

I'm feeling worthless, no one's around me
Still young but not reaching the twenties
I don't even know why you thinking about it
I'm feeling alone, fuck this

I have suicide in my head
All the time laying in my bed
God told me I'll go to hell (Yeah)

I have suicide in my head
People worries and so my girl
They think I'll try to kill myself

These are my demons, oh I need some help
I'm doing my best, you can see that I can't
Anxiety is bringing me down to hell
Sleep paralysis, not feeling well

They tell me to calm down
I know how sad it sounds
My soul hitting the ground
Depression makes me drown

I have suicide in my head (Head)
All the time laying in my bed
God told me I'll go to hell (No)

I have suicide in my head
People worries and so my girl
They think I'll try to kill myself (No, no)

I thought about it, I'm embarrassed
Taking all these pills seeing darkness
Staring at the mirror feeling hopeless
Threw them up and cry, I'm in my bonus

Life is like a train
It ain't stopping
Try to slow it down
Pour more codeine

My soul is breaking out from its prison
I'm in a combat now I think you notice

(I think you notice, I think you notice)

I think that you notice I'm not feeling right
I think that you notice that I want a life
I think that you notice I'm keeping a knife
I think that you notice right into my eyes

I have suicide in my head
All the time laying in my bed
God told me I'll go to hell

I have suicide in my head (Yeah)
People worries and so my girl (What)
They think I'll try to kill myself

(Kill myself, no)