I'm Broken

Went to Thailand and all I got was this lousy t-shirt
Went to Thailand and all I got was a broken bone
Broken kneecap, broken heart, broken spirit's all I got
Broken knee, broken heart, I'm so fucking broken

I'm gonna get well, don't wanna get well
I'm gonna stay sad, don't wanna be sad
Can't get out of bed, won't get out of bed
Gonna drop these meds, wish that I was
Don't wanna get well, I'm gonna get well
Don't wanna be sad, I'm gonna stay sad
Won't get out of bed, demons in my head
Wish that I was dead, gonna drop these meds

I can't even touch myself, I'm a fucking mess
And my pussy might be dead, I'm a derelict
Drink my beers, smoke cigarettes, books on serial killers
I'm a fuck up, I'm screwed up, I am broken
Broken, swollen, forgotten, broken, I'm broken
Damaged, stolen poems broken
Frozen, chosen omens, broken, I'm broken
Gilded cage, dead zone, broken, I'm so broken

Went to Thailand and all I got was a broken kneecap
Lost my sex-drive, all of that, I can't even think straight
My friend holly told me that I should make a record
Writing music from my bed, 'cause I don't want end up, end up, end up, end up

I'm gonna get well, don't wanna get well
I'm gonna stay sad, don't wanna be sad
Can't get out of bed, won't get out of bed
Gonna drop these meds, wish that I was
Don't wanna get well, I'm gonna get well
Don't wanna be sad, I'm gonna stay sad
Won't get out of bed, demons in my head
Wish that I was dead gonna drop these meds

Went to Thailand and all I got was this lousy t-shirt
Went to Thailand and all I got was a broken bone
Broken kneecap, broken heart, broken spirit's all I got
Broken knee, broken heart, I'm so fucking broken