Revitalize

I live a life of regret, it's all I've seen and I realize
There's a weight in my hear like there's never been
These tired eyes of mine, they sort my lies
And help me find
Find the strength in myself, to revitalize

This weight is so heavy on my shoulders
Don't know if I can stand up any longer

I thought I knew where I was headed
But it seems I am turned around
What was hard seems so simple
But what I lost I never found

I want to know where I belong
What was I made for, why do I even exist
I'm just asking for some clarity
Just help me understand what it is I'm living for

I want to know, what was I made for
Just help me understand what I'm living for

From the moment I wake up I take a good
Hard look in the mirror
I start to finally grasp the thought and
Suddenly things seem clearer
When I step outside to the mayhem
Look around town fuck around lose my balance
Make it make sense

I'm unable to grasp the reality
That everything is constantly changing
The more I try to hold on
The more it slips through my fingers

I want to know where I belong
What was I made for, why do I even exist
I'm just asking for some clarity
Just help me understand what it is I'm living for

In my head I'm at war with myself
Not concerned with anything else
In my head all my thoughts they just say
Will I be okay?

In my head I'm at war with myself
Not concerned with anything else
In my head all my thoughts they just say
Will I be okay?

Is my answer just around the bend
Or is this just another dead end?
Is my answer just around the bend
Or is this just another dead end?

I'm breaking down
I hope someday that I'll be found