ThatEvening

It's that kid again
Everyday I wake up brush my teeth and say this shit again
Man it was embarrassing
Didn't have a way to make no money
Just a couple friends
Now I know the truth of it
People love to talk because talk is all they're doing
Try talking to God but I don't think he'll respond I'm not very fluent
Feeling stupid
Feeling like I'm dumb and like I'm stuck being a little kid

So I got you this present
And I think you'll like it a lot
I love you, bye

Gotta stop caring about what they think
Gotta keep on just doing me
And freedom ain't always free
Paranoid, like someone following me
Got an android
Green texts on the screen
Picking at my face while you picking out your jeans
It's the small things
Like that other bitches ring you found cleaning
But I still had you on all fours that same evening
By myself
Every day I wake up
I'm feeling queasy
I'm by myself
Need to cut back on the drugs
Stealing all my love
Need to love myself
One day they gon listen
Play my part in this fucked up ecosystem
Equal parts of me worried and excited
Teachers told me I ruined my life with what I did
Man, I said fuck em and I tried it
At my Grammy after party none of y'all invited
By myself
By myself
Every day I wake up I'm feeling queasy
I'm by myself