Darkside

Antonio Beats

I don't know what to feel, cause everything is spinning, wall to wall, like I'm in a circle

I try fighting it, it doesn't help
I'm still dark inside, I'm just dark
When I drink too much, you tell me to slow down
But I don't tell you the real reason why

Cause my own pain, I want you to know it, but I don't
Soon as you want to talk, I'll listen sometime, but then I start changing the subject

So your mind is in space, dark inside
Everyone is dark inside

So dark inside, I don't know what to do or say, cause when I do it, I don't even know what my plan is gonna do, so hey

When I do my plan in motion, everybody likes it, but when I do it my way, even more people gonna like it, cause I don't care what other people think, I just do my own style in everything I do

Never take a hand off of nobody ever, cause that's not the way I roll
Gemini way, get it myself, gotta learn it and teach it to my kids when I have them, so nobody can ever say they broke or anything

I'm so fucked up in the head
I'm so fucking dark inside
You wanna know my ravens, so fucking bad

So I tell you, I show you
I show you what's inside my head, what's just dark inside
I'm so dark, I look scary on a daily basis now

I'm so fucking dark, I walk in a room with a mug, people think I'm serious
So fucking serious
Nah, I'm just dark inside, I don't know how to open the fuck up
I try, but it's so fucking hard

Tryna express yourself and shit
All I do is do music, so I just sing, rap, do whatever I can, entertain people, but I do it for myself