Paroxysm (Everything Came Pouring Out)

I'd rather endless sleep, endless sleep
I've grown at peace with the thought of an eternal slumber
Senses drowned out by constant noise, constant noise

Catastrophic failure, intensely vacillating
Here I stand bleeding out, echoes of sin, echoes of sin
These stitches slowly, rip free from skin
Painted an improper shade of guilt, shade of guilt

Everything comes pouring out, everything comes pouring out
Unstable paroxysm
Awash with fear
Fucking asleep, unable to free myself
It's breathing down my neck

I will paint you a proper shade of guilt
No amount of validation, you're staying nothing to me
Callous nature, the anguish and the sanity
I'm out of time and sick of grasping for words to define this

It's breathing down my neck
Constant hypervigilance
Forever watching over my shoulder
Never again

Painted a proper shade of guilt
Pain has displaced me
Watching over my shoulder
Never again, never again

I am not fit to endure
This fucking fear

My blood falls to the floor
Everything comes pouring out
Unstable paroxysm
Awash with fear
Unstable paroxysm