So It Goes

I'm still waking up from this shit
While I was down, I witnessed everything
In stunning black and white
I lost sight and made excuses
For all the damage that I did
Singing, "I don’t wanna go out and get high again"

I'm still coming loose from its grip
What I saw while I was dreaming
Made me want to stay alive
I'll put every single ounce of focus that I have in it
Singing, "I don’t wanna go out and get high"

Tell the truth for once
I want to bury every single thing
Devour all the time I've lost
Inside of every word I fear
Singing, "I don't wanna go out and get high again"

(I don't wanna go out and get high)
(I don't wanna go out and get high, I'm begging)
(I don't wanna go out and gеt high)