Too Many Times

He's not my crush, but I love him anyway
I chug my chardonnay, say that I'm okay
He's out of touch, but he reads me like a book, "perfect is how you look", he says

I say I'm fine, but I'm kinda feeling like
He might've crossed the line too many times
Be honest with yourself, do you want somebody else? Or are you scared of being left on a shelf?

So it seems we believe desperately in destiny
legacy dictating we can live as we please
so you see, I'm thinking that maybe I, I, I, I
cried myself to sleep too many times
Too many times
Oh like I did for you too many times, too many times

I say I'm done, but I go right back to him
mix the tonic with the gin, I fall in
playing poker round the clock, go until my heart stops, then I get to call the shots, I'm all in

I say I'm fine, but I'm kinda feeling like
he might've crossed the line too many times
be honest with yourself, do you want somebody else? Or are you scared of being left on a shelf?

So it seems we believe desperately in destiny
legacy dictating we can live as we please
so you see, I'm thinking that maybe I, I, I, I
cried myself to sleep too many times, too many times
Oh like I did for you too many times, too many times

That red flush, feel that rush when you touch me now
oh it's love, or it was
take me then leave me, just fallin', not thinkin'
oh it's love

I kinda think you could be crafted specially
right for someone but that someone ain't me
I hope this revelation don't make you cry-y, y, y
like I did for you too many times, too many times