Glass Delusion

Don't know when it happened
This strange brittle feeling
It must've been a bad night
That never left in the morning
I'm afraid to stand
I'll have to lie back down
The bed sits too high
So I'm stuck on the ground

I don't go out
I have my doubts
I'll make it back in one piece
What's the deal
This can't be real
Does anyone feel like me

Do they see me as them
Just normal flesh and bone
Do they know I'm fragile
Underneath these heavy robes
Do they know I'll shatter
If they touch my skin
They call it glass delusion
As if I'm not paper thin

Please don't invite me
'Cause it's not that I can't go
I'm just afraid of what your friends will think
When I crumble to the floor
I'm afraid to look
In the cracked old mirror
I'll see reflections of myself
That go on and on forever

My body's sheer
I have my fears
I'll break and blow away
What is life
A state of strife
If this is my every day

Do they see me as them
Just normal flesh and bone
Do they know I'm fragile
Underneath these heavy robes
Do they know I'll shatter
If they touch my skin
They call it glass delusion
As if I'm not paper thin

Would I be better off
With blood and a skeleton
It seems just as dangerous
As this empty shell I'm in

Would I be better off
If they touched my skin
They call it glass delusion
As if I'm not paper thin

Do they know I'll shatter
If they touch my skin
It seems just as dangerous
Don't touch me now

They call it glass delusion
Don't touch me now, now
Don't touch my skin now
They call it glass delusion