Bad Things (feat. Steven Burbick)

Lived out my whole life tryna' make it
Patiently waited since a lil' kid
Now i'm real big look dad i'm real big
Maybe ain't live life how you would of wanted
Doing all the bad things you never taught me
Just to get my mind off that pain it brought me
That day you left us leaving us all in misery
Addictive tendencies seemed to got the best of me
Oh what a recipe for my own rest in peace
This can't be destiny won't let it be the end of me
See past my enemies searching for my inner-me
On to better things and you better believe
If first i don't succeed imma get back up
If first i don't reach dreams imma dream higher
And if i don't feel you lames imma light fires
Clear the range, go insane, let them know my name
I turn my pain to a paint let em' know my name
I can't erase or replace but i owe my name
I get a case drink a case to control my aim
Every track a cold case, i keep acting old ways
I been back and forth sway to the path of your dreams
And you can overstay when you slack not move in
All these actors don’t stay you the hardest on the surface
But these actors low key i'm a martyr for the nervous
And i rap for lonely its on me
See everything i do is everything i breathe
And everything i lose ain't everthing i need
When heaven send me clues i'm following your lead
I can only lose you can never lose me
If i can only choose one i'm gonna choose me
Uh i can never love no one how i been loving me
I can never love no one how i can love this beat