disappear

I see your friends around
But I know that you're not here
I try to figure out
How it is you disappear

Now I had to track you down
Just to gain an apology
Bet you loved when I turned around
Out of sight, you won't even notice me
But now I have to know

Was I the best thing or the worst thing
Did I tear you apart
Is it that bad if I don't feel bad
Know your last words by heart
Did it hurt you when you hung up
Did you try me again
Have a flair for the dramatic
Were you into her when you made me the fool
For the time I would call you my friend
But who knew you'd disappear in the end

What part did I play
In your grander scheme of things
Spell right out for me
What we did to deserve this

Cause I had to track you down
Just to gain an apology
Bet you loved when I turned around
In your eye line did you even notice me
But now I have to know

Was I the best thing or the worst thing
Did I tear you apart
Is it that bad if I don't feel bad
Know your last words by heart
Did it hurt you when you hung up
Did you try me again
Have a flair for the dramatic
Were you into her when you made me the fool
For the time I would call you my friend
But who knew you'd disappear in the end

Did you think for a moment
You'd be hurting more than just me
If you'd think for a moment
I was hurting the same as you'd be
But I won't disappear from a friend
So now I have to know

Was I the best thing or the worst thing
Did I tear you apart
Is it that bad if I don't feel bad
Know your last words by heart
Did it hurt you when you hung up
Did you try me again
Have a flair for the dramatic
Were you into her when you made me the fool
For the time I would call you my friend
But please don't you disappear in the end