Fighting For

I've just been sleeping
Wasting my evening
Lying in bed and thinking
You're not here
And I stare
Up at the ceiling
I get the feeling
I'll never be appealing
How will I get there
It's not fair
And sometimes I wish I was another girl
With another smile and prettier eyes
But I'm not, no I'm not
People going places making me feel slow
Think I'm going crazy, I just need to know
That one day I will be sure
I know what I'm fighting for
I've been making plans but I don't know how
No I don't know how, but I'll work it out
'Cause one day I will be sure
I know what I'm fighting for
Last night I read the last text that you sent
All the way back in late July
Now what does that tell me
Am I going crazy (Probably)
I can't explain what goes on in my head
There are so many things that I wish I had said
Sometimes I wish I was another instead
People going places making me feel slow
Think I'm going crazy, I just need to know
That one day I will be sure
I know what I'm fighting for
I've been making plans but I don't know how
No I don't know how, but I'll work it out
'Cause one day I will be sure
I know what I'm fighting for
People going places making me feel slow
Think I'm going crazy, I just need to know
That one day I will be sure
I know what I'm fighting for
I've been making plans but I don't know how
No I don't know how, but I'll work it out
'Cause one day I will be sure
I know what I'm fighting for
I know what I'm fighting for
I know what I'm fighting for
I know what I'm fighting for