Ambivalence

[Verse I]
Sometimes there’s nothing that I can change
I know that sometimes it’s hard to swallow
Over and over insides are wrenched
Piece by piece I’m becoming hollow
Again and again I question myself
While she’s making out with her friends
Again and again I torture myself
What do I feel? (What do I feel?)

[Chorus]
It hurts me to the core
When someone I’m in love with
Turns away from me
Hurt you to the core
I don’t want it for sure
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
I am on my way, but you’re still so far
I’m an astronaut and you’re my star
You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault
There’s ambivalence and nothing more

[Verse II]
Sometimes she's blind to what she takes
While there's nothing she's really given
Over and over it's her mistakes
While I am the one who's riven
I wanna run
Never looking back
Wanna scream
I can't heal these cracks
Again and again I question myself
While she's somewhere laughing with her friends
Again and again I torture myself
What do I feel? (What do I feel?)

[Chorus]
It hurts me to the core
When someone I’m in love with
Turns away from me
Hurt you to the core
I don’t want it for sure
There’s ambivalence and nothing more
I am on my way, but you’re still so far
I’m an astronaut and you’re my star
You have lost your mind and it’s not my fault
There’s ambivalence and nothing more

[Bridge]
Here's to the ones who can endure no more
Time to explode, we are not heartless stones
We can't be tossed cause we won't let
Time to explode