Friends & Family

I'm grateful for the past I am
My friends and family stuck with me till the end
They made me who I am today
That pain and misery will never change me again
There were points in my life where I felt so alone
Had to deal with shit that I couldn't control
Some people left, my heart was strained
Tried to fix the problem but at that point the damage took its toll
Moved on with my life without you
I don't need y'all anymore
Built my own family, that's not true
In my sleep, in my mind I see us
We're so free, why can't that be us
Tired of this whole situation
Taking inspiration from y'all, from my enemies
I mean, what's the difference? You chose to abandon me
But I guess I didn't try to fix it too, I know
We both wore the blame on us, the difference is I know
The mentality we hold
Kills our soul
I still seek your approval
I ain't gon lie it kills me, kills me
I guess I'll just let it go, it's my fault, y'all my family
Come here, let me hold you, I forgive you, do you forgive me?
Gave this girl my last name, she your family too, now kill the beef
Y'all are both my riders I know that you two would kill for me
I would die for you in a split second, you my everything
We are now the same blood and I gotta let you know
I've been doing good out here
On my own
I don't need you here
On my own
Don't know where I'd be without the real ones in my life right now
We go through shit alone, right behind closed doors
Yeah, when nobody's around and it's draining
But my friends saved me from myself
And to the people I took as friends, I wish you well
This one's for my friends and family
That turned me into the man that you see now