I'm Not

Oh God
This failure controls me
I'm lost in a place where I can't hide
Oh, oh this trap keeps me bleeding
Running so fast but I'm not moving at all
I'm not moving at all
My brain isn't in sync with my body
It's ruining me inside
Am I free?
My heart beats too strong
It's like everything I did was wrong
Was wrong
Caught up in a dream?
I'm not
Insanely demented?
I'm not
I see what you are trying to do
I'm fragile but no I am not like you
Caught up in a dream?
I'm not
Completely unbalanced?
I'm not
I see how bad you try to convince me
I'm fragile but still I'm not broken
Oh God
It's a scary tragedy
I didn't lose my senses
I won't die
Oh, oh giving up is so unconceivable
Fear the blast
I'm about to move around
Yeah I will move around
The stars aren't synced with my way
It's ruining me inside
But I am free
My heart beats too strong
It's like my soul's been seeking peace for so long
So long
Caught up in a dream?
I'm not
Insanely demented?
I'm not
I see what you are trying to do
I'm fragile but no I am not like you
Caught up in a dream?
I'm not
Completely unbalanced?
I'm not
I see how bad you try to convince me
I'm fragile but still I'm not broken
Do you see me?
Do you feel what I feel?
I'm running away from here
Will you follow me?
Will you follow me?
I'm trying to save my soul
Don't try to save me 'cause
Caught up in a dream?
I'm not
Insanely demented?
I'm not
I see what you are trying to do
I'm fragile but no I am not like you
Caught up in a dream?
I'm not
Completely unbalanced?
I'm not
I see how bad you try to convince me
I'm fragile but still I'm not broken