Cocaine

So now your feelin' like your healin' and you are the queen
Everythings perfect and worth it your life don´t miss a thing
When you sniff it get lifted your on top of the world
But whens it´s distant you missed it the helpless little girl
You takin' money from your family cause you cold and desperate
With no money your just a junkie but you won't accept it
You won't slow down until you end up dead or get arrested
I´d give you my heart with the diamonds encrested

It all starts with the person that your with
Anticipation as your waiting for another sniff
What some consider pain others consider a gift
They say the care about you but they don´t care about shit
As your blood stream is flooding with something you´ve never felt
Find yourself trapped in a hell, nobody else
But i love you like i can, understand that i´m the
Man that took the stand and took your hand and tried
To help you but once again you had a way(a way)
When i still had so much more to say
So now i pound my head and wait for my soul to take
I guess some things were just supposed to change
As you shakin' and bleedin', drippin' and sniffin' the cocaine

So now your feelin' like your healin and you are the queen
Everythings perfect and worth it your life don´t miss a thing
When you sniff it get twistid your on top of the world
But whens it´s distant you missed it the helpless little girl
You takin' money from your family cause you cold and desperate
With no money your just a junkie but you won't accept it
You won't slow down until you end up dead or get arrested
I´d give you my heart with the diamonds encrested(encrested)

The search for answers have left us with mo questions
We are showed the lives but learn no lessons
I pray to god and i ask him for some mo blessin's
But it seems all the world wants to do is escape the stressin'
Above you can struggle with love will leave in unimpressed an'
Cocaine and things enter your brain your body straight infested

With such a sick, a sick death won't let you live a day
With no escape afraid to look your problems in the face
No matter how bad you hurt the ones around you or yourself
Your mind and soul(soul) is trapped inside the wishing well
And then you claim it ain´t no thang and that you ain´t insane
Shakin' and bleedin', drippin' and sniffin' the cocaine

So now your feelin' like your healin' and you are the queen
Everythings perfect and worth it your life don´t miss a thing
When you sniff it get lifted your on top of the world
But whens it´s distant you missed it the helpless little girl
You takin' money from your family cause you cold and desperate
With no money your just a junkie but still you won't accept it
You won't slow down until you end up dead or get arrested
I´d give you my heart with the diamonds encrested(encrested)

Another night that you try to go to sleep
My eyes drip to the sky i cry and i weep
At the thought of you, so cold and alone, the anger
It brings me is too much for a song
Cause i wish nothing more then for you to be ok
For my blood to overcome, fuck i wish it everyday
As i begged and i begged until my integrity vanished
The many times i bleeded for you put me in a panic
I know that when your done there will be nothing left
But a shell held bent on cocaine and meth
All i ask of you now is that you take a fucking step
Back to relax, understand and then accept

That you were more important to me then my own life
I loved you much more then the stars and the sky
I know that when you think of me you wished i´d fuckin' die
I know you lay alone in bed and ask god why
All i can tell you is that the one reason's the same
I wake up every morning with suicide on my brain
Angry is so packed and faith made things change
I lost my thought to the devil named cocaine