Deserve it

There's a need running
Rushing through my veins
Anxious, I may feel
To hide the truth underneath
I must protect myself
I must protect
Even if that means
Lying to everyone that says

"But you're so kind"
"But you're so good"
I'm not, I can't
I'll break your heart, and you say
"But you're so kind"
"But you're so good"
I swear I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the man you think I am

Baby, you think I'm cool
I'm a cheater
Part of my theory
Made you believe it
It's all fabricated
Need to be medicated
Now run, now run
Just let me die alone
I deserve it

Aaaaah

I think I'm fucked up
This shit's gonе too far
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry baby
For letting, letting you down again

No special trеatment
I'm evil inside
What you saw is a figment
Of my sick mind, and you say

"But you're so kind"
"But you're so good"
I swear I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
I'm not the man you think I am
"But you're so kind"
"But you're so good"
I'll break your heart again
I'll break, break, break again

Baby, you think I'm cool
I'm a cheater
Part of my theory
Made you believe it
It's all fabricated
Need to be medicated
Now run, now run
Just let me die alone
I deserve it

I deserve it
So leave me alone
Can't you understand?
My demons and I
Are having a conversation
At 3 am and I need space
They be taking it away
They be taking it away
I'm letting them
Get away with it
Don't you understand?

Baby, you think I'm cool
I'm a cheater
Part of my theory
Made you believe it
It's all fabricated
Need to be medicated
Now run, now run
Just let me die alone
I deserve it

No, no, no, no, no
I deserve it
I deserve it
I deserve it
'Serve it, 'serve it, 'serve it, noo