Here We Go Again

Here we go again
That little feeling when the world stops spinning hiding pain behind a smile
And pretend
Like we don't know each other
But it's okay cause now you happier alone and I done grown
To let it be what it is
Before I love you gotta search for missing loving within
I know that I was never perfect
For myself girl I've been searching
In the mist of all this fame shit
I never meant for our loving to get so tainted know I did you wrong
so I Ain't here to try to save shit
Better on your own without the baggage that I came with
Put you as my main bitch but I learned A valuable lesson
Was in no place to give my all cause of the trauma I done dealt with
If I'm being honest part of It was all because of you
But I still Managed to move on and try to see it through
You ain't the best but baby me neither
There's Plenty times that you done lied And tried to keep secrets
You tried to cover up my wounds I'd rather Keep bleeding
Just in case you reopen Them with the same reasons
But it's okay
Cause regardless of whatever no vendetta's to be held
Still gon love you either way
And that's just something I can't change oh I
Here we go again
That little feeling when the world stops spinning hiding pain behind a smile
And pretend
Like we don't know each other
But it's okay cause now you happier alone and I done grown
To let it be what it is
Before I love you gotta search for missing loving within
I know that I was never perfect
For myself girl I've been searching
Was always pumping i'd be nothing Like ya ex shame to say I did you worse
I was posed to be ya blessing led you right into a curse
Disappointed in myself but no this ain't a cry for help
It's owning up for what you felt from all the damage I done dealt oh I
And if I could I would go back in time at any given time and rewind
But ima keep it real I think it's best if we just heal
But If you ever find the
Type of love that I couldn't provide a
Man who's always gonna treat you right a
Rider
Girl I'll be happy for ya nothing but happy for ya
But If you ever find the
Type of love that I couldn't provide a
Man who's always gonna treat you right a
Rider
Girl I'll be happy for ya nothing but happy for ya
Here we go again
That little feeling when the world Stops spinning hiding pain behind a Smile
And pretend
Like we don't know each other
But it's okay cause now you happier alone and I done grown
To let it be what it is
Before I love you gotta search for missing loving within
I know that I was never perfect
For myself girl I've been searching