seeing double interlude (feat. mixedwfinesse)

You don't know the pain (pain)
You don't know the pain
You don't know the struggle
You don't how many fucking times it's been a double
Double fake, double cap, double hate
Yeah, been some hard times but I'm doing great
Took like seven shots but I'm doing eight
('Cause me and my homies, we don't give a fuck)
As I said, one more time, just you wait, uh
Double fake, double cap, double hate (yeah)
Should I care? Can't relate, can't relate
You don't know what I got on my plate
Imma get it done
She say I'm the one
See that money, chase it
Imma fucking make it
I don't wanna fuck with all these fake niggas
No fake niggas
No love (yeah)
Running on my own since it made sense, nigga
You don't see the pain just 'cause I don't stress, nigga (aiming for the best)
Afraid to slow down, afraid to tone it down and you can't push me around
A hundred cuts on my back, I've had enough
Why you give me shit for all the things you fucking started?
Wants racks with a
No tax and I
Swerve fast in my- (fast car, fast car)
I will never change, I will never change
If I'm in a race, Imma keep the pace, yeah (yeah)
I hear motherfuckers talkin', they just want a taste (taste)
I see all the jealousy
Why they have it out for me?
I have worked so fucking hard
To get here
I don't do enemies
Playin' out these melodies
Backin' up my memories
You don't know the pain
You don't know the struggle
What do you even know?
Highs and lows
Lost count of the times I had to put on a smile so long ago
That's what happens though
We learn as we grow
Long is the way of a lonely man
So understand that I gotta be on my own
Can't trust nobody else
I only have myself
My past put me through hell
One after another
So now I can't be bothered to care where you've been
I've seen so much, I had enough, I hold no grudge but be wise
And think twice
Before you dare to talk about me
Before you dare to come my way
Hold that thought, I got some things I need to say
Best believe me and you are not the same
I swear I can't believe, I
Let someone like you make me feel
Like what I had to give wasn't real
Thought we had a deal, then you revealed
Yourself to me and now I get to see
That this isn't ideal
Please don't fucking bother me no more
Don't you dare come knocking at my door
Swear I gave you everything
Not anymore
(Not anymore, not anymore)