Painting a Picture

[Verse 1]
Feeling like a lost boy, like Cordae on his album
I didn’t ask your name, I didn’t plan out this outcome
Your face fades, in my head you’ll stay
Never make new memories, 'cause I don’t want to replace you
Think 'bout this for way too long, 'cause I don’t want to deface you
I left too fast, and now I have no way to thank you
I see the back of your head when I close my eyes
You were a blessing in disguise

[Pre-Chorus]
And I think that we should talk about this now

[Chorus]
And I don’t know, what do we do now?
I came back to thank you, but you were already gone
And I don’t know, what do we do now?
Let me paint you a picture how we carry on

[Post-Chorus]
Let me paint you a picture how we carry on

[Verse 2]
And I don’t even know what to say now
When my self esteem is going way down
Did I even stay attentive? How?
Did I even pay attention now?
I don’t wanna hear it
My mind, I’m still trying to clear it
They say that this ain’t real life, wait what?
Nobody pinch me, I don’t wanna wake up

[Pre-Chorus]
And ohhh
We’re too close up and I feel like I’m chosen

[Chorus]
And I don’t know, what do we do now?
I came back to thank you, but you were already gone
And I don’t know, what do we do now?
Let me paint you a picture how we carry on

[Bridge]
I swear to god, if you’re back tonight
I got all the answers feel like Ahmad White
And I don’t think that I can handle this
But I’ll ignore all the signs, because ignorance is bliss
I know you’re in the lights somewhere
I have a gut feeling we’ll meet again
But I don’t know when, I can’t wait 'til then

Are you still thinking of this or is it just me?

[Chorus]
And I don’t know, what do we do now?
I came back to thank you, but you were already gone
And I don’t know, what do we do now?
Let me paint you a picture how we carry on

[Outro]
Let me paint you a picture how we carry on