Near Misses And Defeats

I’m hiding from the sun I'm bored
I’m swimming at the bottom of the swimming pool
I am blowing bubbles till I can’t no more
This kind of meditation don’t silence thought

I felt alone so I fell in love with
Anything that could make me feel alone
And I suppose that I’m jealous of it
You let it go when I keep hanging on

Where do you leave
Near misses and defeats
Well If its not personal
Then it cannot be my fault

I wake up and it feels the same
I take your advice but it feels the same
Fold into the recovery position
How do you recover from the repetition

I felt alone so I fell in love with
Anything that could make me feel alone
And I suppose that I’m jealous of it
You let it go when I keep hanging on

Where do you leave
Near misses and defeats
Well If its not personal
Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave
Near misses and defeats
Well If its not personal
Then it cannot be my fault

Where do you leave
Near misses and defeats
Well If its not personal
Then it cannot be my fault