Keep Going

Time alone's such a strange thing
I hurt myself contemplating
I never know if I'm changing
But I know I try
Have I been myself lately?
I'm getting tired of waiting
Losing sleep as I daydream
But dreams they don't lie

Yeah I struggled on my own
Hardly leave my room but I could never feel at home
Too much clutter in my dome
I guess I let it go
Wanna clean it but I can't do it alone
When I think about the days that I would float by
Never even know why
I could never show myself
All the ways that I could grow with help
But I gotta get help

Hard to say that you wanna get better
Hard to say what it takes to get through stormy weather
Will you tape me back together
Every second that I wait makes it get worse
So I gotta keep going
But it's hard to keep going right now
Inside I'm screaming so loud
But I open my mouth and the words don't come out

Will you hear me when I'm falling if I don't make sound
Will you hear me when I'm calling if I'm not around
Giving it my all but it takes me down
Hard for me to breathe when the walls got me on their route

Stuck on what the future may bring
Head spinning round 'til the needles breaking
Always worried bout if I'm the same me
At least now I smile more than when they say cheese

Time alone's such a strange thing
I hurt myself contemplating
I never know if I'm changing
But I know I try
Have I been myself lately?
I'm getting tired of waiting
Losing sleep as I daydream
But dreams they don't lie