Blackout

Blurred, I open my eyes
Soaked dirt poisoning my skin

Anxiety, I'm trying to move
Mud and soil, beating my mind

Oxygen, collapsing my nose
A beam of light breaking the dawn

Anxiety, I'm trying to move
Mud and soil, beating my mind

My chest hit by stones
Old scream becomes noise
Scratching my soul
Paralyzing my hands
Blackout
Blackout
Blackout

Empty growls
Struggling to escape
Emerging from the back of my mind
I cannot breathe or even remember
Nothing makes any sense

Anxiety, I'm trying to move
Mud and soil, beating my mind

My chest hit by stones
Old scream bеcomes noise
Scratching my soul
Paralyzing my hands
Blackout
Blackout
Blackout

I remеmber old days under the sun, listening to birds
I remember smelling the blooming trees, waking up at into moonlight
Alive, full of life