Night terrors

One heart with this one life
Doesn't mean it's not been broken many times
Too pure for this world, I can't hide
Too many things going on inside
I wish you the best whilst you wish I was dead
Wish that I could be living in your head
You forget what went on in this bed
I try to forget like you hadn't said

The fading faces I don't know
It seems like there's no where else to go
People I used to know that let go
Didn't care enough to stay and watch me grow
They pretend and I believе
Can't help needing anyone who would see
I know evеn though I am alone
I don't need you but to me you are home

What more can I do to get through to you?
It feels like there's nothing I haven't put myself through
From one to another in my face like that
I couldn't bring myself to possibly hurt you back
Maybe you just can't see but you're hurting me
It's no different from everyone else I see
I'm exhausted of trying and getting nowhere
All I want is for someone to care

The fading faces I don't know
It seems like there's no where else to go
People I used to know that let go
Didn't care enough to stay and watch me grow
They pretend and I believe
Can't help needing anyone who would see
I know even though I am alone
I don't need you but to me you are home

Maybe i'm just too much and I just don't get it
Not a single thing I can do to forget it
They say just move on as if it's as easy as that
Every time it just fell flat
I'm empty inside but I can't stop feeling
I don't know if i've ever felt myself healing
I care and I love and I think too much
But soon there won't be any of me left to touch