Fallin'

I did everything right
I did as I was told
And now I'm still sitting here
In this darkened hole
I've cried for so long
Until my throat felt like bricks
Were stacked up against them
And here I am still in the midst of all this bullshit
But when I start falling would they understand
That it's just not me who's grasping for hands
That it's just not me who's gasping for air
That's it's just not me who been living in fear
Would they understand
Would they understand
Stuck in my mind, and screamed so loud
Only for them, to not hear me out
After all my cries for help
Think they'd rather help themselves
Here I am standing too close to the edge
Hoping that maybe it'd be worth the risk
Maybe they'd finally see me out
Or maybe they'd finally hear me now
(But they never did)
(Yeah they never did)
But when I start falling would they understand
That it's just not me who's grasping for hands
That it's just not me who's gasping for air
That's it's just not me who been living in fear
Would they understand
Would they understand