Wide Awake (feat. TreNino)

I been laying wide awake
Looking for a new dream
I don't know why I feel strange
Cause I got everything I need
But I been feeling lost
But I'm feeling so found
I been so high
But I'm feeling so down
Came to my senses
Ima be relentless damn
Sick of this pretending
No I don't need no friendships man
I ain't really worried bout what I got
Cause I'm too focused on where I'll go
Thats why I'm on go
Why ima always out here on the road
Why I'm always at the studio
That's why ill be alone
Why I'm never picking up my phone
Mentally the demons gotta hold
Now I'm trying to avoid the pain
(I been sipping out the bottle straight)
Battling through these mistakes
(That's the reason why I'm wide awake)
I been laying wide awake
Looking for a new dream
I don't know why I feel strange
Cause I got everything I need
But I been feeling lost
But I'm feeling so found
I been so high
But I'm feeling so down
I ask God am I wasting all of my talent
Heart froze I been abandoned
I tell her baby you more than just my drug you my balance ohh
I know I been on my own binge
I know communication sucks and that's on both ends
But we been through the worst you bring the best out of me
All this weight that's on my shoulders I can't stress about it
I been in the ends
Looking for my friends they all gone
Everybody living life just to post
But you left me at my lowest
Praying that the devil leave me lone know god put me right where I'm supposed to
Im right where I belong
FN on me watch how you approach me
Blame it on the streets we was rose in
Know we was chose
Know what we came from I'm over focused
Know I'm gonna sleep when its over
I been laying wide awake
Looking for a new dream
I don't know why I feel strange
Cause I got everything I need
But I been feeling lost
But I'm feeling so found
I been so high
But I'm feeling so down