Preface

Four years gone by
And I've found I'm still writing about how everything felt
You would have thought that I would learn to move on
But clearly there are things to work out

Just tell me I'm wrong and it's all still my fault
If that's what you really believe
But I'm growing tired of these stories and lies
And who you make me out to be

Ten years too long, to harbor so much
And neither one can seem to let it go
I'm way too gone now, just like I was then
I'm pretty sure I'm never going home

Mistakes that I've made, and places I made them
Seem to set my bridges all on fire
I wanted to change, but no one would let me
So I disappeared into the night

The time that I spent, focused on you
And I realize now that was all a waste
The dreams that I dreamt, I thought you did too
And now just seem to feel all out of place

Twenty-five gone, and aged to perfection of
The sinner stands above the rest
The good that I've done, drowned out by the memories
Of all the things that I've grown to regret
The things that I said, weren't the things that you heard
And maybe that was why you got so mad
Now I never meant, to cause you to hate me
But there is not one word to take back