Secrets (feat. Deborah McCormick)

Oh i been waiting for this Been a long time comin
Seen it again and again and again
Got nothing else to tell you
I havent already, nothin left, in my chest
Say it again and again and again
You're still my only
I know its lonely
Why cant you hold me
I'll be waitin

We don't need to lie
It makes me question why
Am I a secret?
Please unsecret it
It makes me sick
It gives me ick
I can't keep going
With me knowing
We lie through our teeth
The secrets underneath
You need to come clean
You know what I mean
You do, don't you
You can change it, can't you?

I want to heal
And make this deal
This is just a make up
Underneath threat of a break up
I want to make it right
Without any major fight

High anxiety
Self harm sobriety
Pressure from society
Waiting for my fall
Can't move at all
So welcome in hell

Damn

Feel like I can't say nothin
Dont know what you expect of me
Been here again and again and again
Nothing I'm hiding from you
At times this life just feels so much, l'm shut, I'm cut
Off to you when I need you the most
Youre still my only
I know its lonely
Why cant you hold me
I'm still waitin

We don't need to lie
It makes me question why
Am I a secret?
Please unsecret it
It makes me sick
It gives me ick
I can't keep going
With me knowing
We lie through our teeth
The secrets underneath
You need to come clean
You know what I mean
You do, don't you
You can change it, can't you?

I want to heal
And make this deal
This is just a make up
Underneath threat of a break up
I want to make it right
Without any major fight

High anxiety
Self harm sobriety
Pressure from society
Waiting for my fall
Can't move at all
So welcome in hell