Forever Heartbroken

[Intro]
Oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh

[Verse]
Made me lose my mind
In the past now and I never want to rewind
Tried to reassure myself that everything was alright
Forever heartbroken, tired of being spoken
Was relayed the truth, didn't take it
Thought it was fraudulent, thought they were faking
I wasn't mistaken, was I the mistake?
What did I risk? Every so clear, darkened
Past relationships, just a movie, Harkins
Sparks flying, had a connection
That was false, bad reception
Receptionist, can't listen to reason or my calls
Loyalty isn't real, what to feel? I'm lost
Feelings aside, let go of my pride
Full of regret, agony, shame
I know I'm not to blame
Thought I needed someone to keep me sane
This is how I'm supposed to be
Thought I needed somebody to help me see
Thought I was supposed to roam free
Thought I wanted some clarity
I was desperate, reckless
Strike "Being heartbroken forever" off my checklist
Sure, I cry inside, toxicity runs through my veins
All I endure is constant pain
Thought you were here to help, can't escape myself
I'm a nuisance, why am I even here?
Grab the noose, sis, help me disappear
Everything was new since you walked in
Now, you're gone, hidden from the pain within
Willing to die for everyone that I lost
Or anyone that's still here, no longer have to fear
Interference causing static, made me lose my balance
Can't keep running, can't keep up
Need to stop, who cares if it's so abrupt?
Chasing a feeling that I'll never receive
I'll take a plea, life in jail, death penalty
Opportunities pass me by
Guess they were never really mine
Wallow in sadness? I'm fine