은석이 (Eunseoki)

[Verse 1: SPEARB]
많고 많은 말 안 해 하꾜 하나 달랑 분위기가 개 혼자만 달라
활기차 보이는 학교 내부엔 보이는 것과 다르게도 걜 괴롭히는 악마가 많아
So 3윌 2일 걔는 개 삶을 위해 이모 집에 살면서 우울해 있네
고등하꾜를 다니게 됐고 약해 보이면 전의 악몽 반복이 될 것 같아

[Verse 2: SPEARB]
엄마를 졸라 유행하는 비싼 옷만 골라 입어
억지로 담배도 입에 물며 미로같은 그들의 길을 ㅌ타라가기로 마음 먹어
발걸음은 가벼운 등굣길을 걸어
내 가방 안 들어도 되고 내 물건은 날 위해 쓰는 당연한 것들
그에게는 자구에마한 행복이 돼 쉬는 시간이 쉬는 시간이 것도 처음 알게 돼

[Verse 3: J.One]
그 후 무시 대신 인정을 받아 "야 니 담배 있냐? 나 불 좀 붙여줘"
미워했던 놈들과 똑같은 놈드리 자신과 어울린다니 이상한 느낌이 들었어
동시에 들었던 동질감에 행복해
금요일 체육시간 체욕보기 업서 뒤에 있는 만만한 노믜 뒤통수를 갈겼어
모드의 시서는 자시네게 쏠렸고 그 녀서긔 얼굴엔 어둠이 드리워

[Verse 4: J.One]
자신의 기분대로 아이는 웅크린 자세로 밟히고 맞아
사정없이 때리던 거센 주머기 멈춘 후 피범버기 된 멍천기의 얼구레 치믈 뱉어
쓰러져 있던 그 아니는 일어나 내게 대체 왜 그러냐며
내가 잘못한 게 뭐냐고 따지는 모스베 더 빡쳐 엿날 자시늘 보는 것 가타 치믈 살켜

[Verse 5: SPEARB]
어깨빵을 당했을 때 미안하기만 했던 맘
어깨빵을 고의로 하게 되는 입장 되고 나니 좋나봐
기분을 폭력으로 풀고 그 아이는 미안하다 빌고 빌며 무릎 꿇고
그가 당한 것을 되풀이하듯 무자비한 폭행 속에
손에 쥐어진 실수는 마치 살수가 되어 다신 돌이킬 수 없는 선홍색의 사인으로

[Verse 6: J.One]
친긔 모게선 검불근 서니 그려지며 결국 넌 뿌리치고 싶던 악마의 소늘 자바써
처음 보눈 관경 두렵기만 햇고 풀린 두 다리는 바다꽈 맞다하 자께 비명 지러
몇 시간 후 변궈네선 그 아이 어머니는 울부지즈며 그의 이르믈 부르고 있었고
그 두 팔모게는 그돈간 드렀던 가반긔 짐보다 무거운 괴리가미 걸쳐있었고어

[Verse 1: SPEARB]
Inside many many towns just one single school
The mood of only that kid is different
The school looks lively but looks differently inside
There's a lot of demons that bother that kid
For a new life to bring back life
He lives at his aunt's house while being depressed
He ended up going to high school
He feared if he looked weak then the nightmare of the past would occur again

[Verse 2: SPEARB]
So he begged his mom and picked out only trendy and expensive clothes to wear
Forced himself to bite cigarettes in his mouth
He made up his mind to follow the maze-like path of those
He walks the path to school with footsteps light
I only have to carry my own bag
Something as basic as me using my own things
To that kid becomes the smallest pleasures
He learns for the first time that rest time is for resting

[Verse 3: J.One]
After that instead of being ignored he gets acknowledgement (Hey, you got a cigarette? Give me a light)
With these punks, the same punks he used to hate
Now they hang out with him and it started to feel strange
Feeling at once both identical and happy
On Friday during Gym because he couldn't find his gym clothes
He picked an easy looking kid and scuffed the back of his head
Everyone's gaze turned to look at him
Darkness grew on to that kid's face (You're screwed)

[Verse 4: J.One]
Up to his own mood he stepped on the kid curled up on the ground, even
After the stiff fist that hit without reason stopped
He spit on the idiotic face covered in blood
The kid that had fallen now gets up
And asks why the hell do you do that, what did I do wrong
Seeing him talk back made him more pissed off
He thinks he's looking at his old self, so he swallows his spit

[Verse 5: SPEARB]
The old me who only felt sorry when people bumped my shoulder
Now that he's the one who's bumping into people intentionally, it must feel good
He shakes off bad moods through violence
That kid was begging sorry, getting down to beg on his knees
As if he reenacts the same things that had once happened to himself
Within the merciless assault
The mistakes he held in his hand have become his life line
The deep red sign which can't be reversed

[Verse 6: J.One]
On his "friend's" neck a sword-red line is drawn
The hand of the devil which you wanted to shake off, in the end you held that hand
You were only afraid of the scene that you saw for the first time
When the two shaken legs hit the ground and he let out a small yell
A few hours later at the hospital that child's mother was sobbing
She was yelling out his name and at his two ankles
Even heavier than the backpacks he had held during that time, there hung the sense of turmoil