Not Never

Not a good DJ, not a great MC
Not a fake rapper, never had a Ben-Z
Never had a Beemer, never had gold chains
Did wear medallions of Jump Man Jordan fame
Never had an SP 1200 but I
Took out a loan for an MPC to buy
Mother co-signed it, paid it off quickly
Made so many beats indoors I looked sickly
Never got a deal, never signed a contract
Never made a cent and no label rep contact
Never thought about how the music would end up
It's all out of love, making songs with my friends what!
Never thought I would be saying this
I wish I never stopped rhyming, feels like a faded kiss
You see there's so much I missed on
Nothing I can do but make it up with the next song
And keep a good habit going
Never not knowing and never not flowing
Never is the finite, the opposite the same
Never is forever still I'm always in the game
Never did I think I'd fall in love at age 43
Never would I change a thing, never would I never be
And if you still don't know me
I'm L from IND