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I been soul-searching, exploring, I lace up these Jordan's
Never been a menace to society, god's eyeing me, I'm always learning
Another day, another dollar, well another family dollar, I ain't really into working
Don't care about myself, I love my family, that's my bigger purpose
Yeah, I built up my confidence and developed up my charisma
Never hating, never pissed off, my life luck so abysmal
Sighing, singing, lot of flower bringing, love missing, mood is intermittent
Microphone full of pain
Remember back then when they gave me a gram
Turn down drugs in lieu of my family
Turn down sex, I ain't fucking with plan B's
Got to be fickle if it's coming so easily
They'd dangle that pussy over the top of my head as leverage, bitch don't play, why tease me?
Milk my funds and leave me grieving
If you really want love, why the fuck you leaving?
But see, I ain't really going to trip about it
It hurt bad, but I came up out it
For those of y'all who counted me out, you motherfuckers should've never doubted
My potential's greater, love: I gave her, proud to be a man, I won god's favor
Take her to bed I regret I laid her
Took her to bed, why the hell I laid her?
I been traumatized, bottom line, I don't regret it did
Obviously, god has a plan cause a motherfucker's really still kicking
Another day as I draw breath is a blessing, guess I'm still winning
Sorry mama, I'm sorry y'all but I don't expect all y'all's forgiveness
I been soul-searching, exploring, I lace up these Jordan's
Never been a menace to society, god's eyeing me, I'm always learning
Another day, another dollar, well another family dollar, I ain't really into working
Don't care about myself, I love my family, that's my bigger purpose
Yeah, I built up my confidence and developed up my charisma, never hating, never pissed off, my life luck so abysmal
Sighing, singing, lot of flower bringing, love missing, mood is intermittent
Microphone full of pain
Soul ties
Yeah, I been thinking about soul ties
I don't know, I surmise
Shorty was a wolf disguised, to my surprise
And I would lie
Do what I got to do get by
Now, I know I can't switch sides
Had to tell my old self goodbye
Every single day we're on borrowed time
No sympathy cause time sure flies
The thing about time, it's limited in time
But that's called growth, it comes from hindsight
Tell me straight up, don't shelter my pride
I ain't scared of anything, I tried to die
My chances: fucked to get a bride
She'd take my money and stab my backside
When the whites catch a cold, the blacks catch pneumonia
Whole lot of weight on a motherfucker's shoulders
Swear to god the weight is feeling like boulders
Swear to god I'm getting weighed down with the boulders
Last thing I need to hear is you say "I told you"
Fuck this pressure, I really should've folded
But I'm so glad that my mama molded a motherfucking soldier, hardened, know it
I been soul-searching, exploring, I lace up these Jordan's
Never been a menace to society, god's eyeing me, I'm always learning
Another day, another dollar, well another family dollar, I ain't really into working
Don't care about myself, I love my family, that's my bigger purpose
Yeah, I built up my confidence and developed up my charisma, never hating, never pissed off, my life luck so abysmal
Sighing, singing, lot of flower bringing, love missing, mood is intermittent
Microphone full of pain