Living in the Moment

Ever present,
I’m living in the moment,
Poverty & famine why do we condone it,
I try to be heartfelt but now I’m heartless, was an open book now my pages are closing,
Can I stop the water from overflowing?
Can i stop all my songs from promoting?
I think not because I lost an option so I guess God has me elsewhere growing,
I’m showing,
An affinity for rap,
Y’all showing,
An affinity for cap,
There ain’t no cap in my rap, think so & get slap, but I’m rather debate why I’m covered in that,
That being money,
That being honeys,
That being energy like energizer bunnies,
But nah, where all the shawtys at, where all the bottles at, where all the record deals hiding their asses at,
Guess they had to retract,
But hey what’s new,
Leave the talent to fend for themselves without an interview,
Got a lot of job offers? Hell nah very few,
Now my demeanor has that hue of some blue,
Sad & let down, need happiness imbued,
At least i have the glue that been stuck to my back since day one, shout-out Besarda, my dawg, till the grave you know I’ll love you , mmm,
I find it hard to relate to other people,
I find it hard to partake with other people,
Naturally, I’m a loner it’s my innate trait so truth be told, i don’t really like other people,

Now I’m the bad guy?
We live in a time of hypersensitivity,
Tell the truth, they say you lie, then when you lie, they want to despise, but people really should take a look in the mirror cause the pillow talk clearly not working with their wives,
Oh my,
Hope i didn’t cross a boundary,
If I gave damn, I would actually give a damn so me speaking my mind doesn’t bother me,
I’m fond of me,
I love myself,
Y’all should practice that instead of wearing hateful pelts,
Of jealousy, rage, insecurity, degrade,
Im just saying,
I have several mistakes but i gladly lay in this bed that i made,

I love my girl, but do she love me?
I love my friends, do they truly love me?
Pessimism is a curse i need to cleanse that impurity,
Maturity,
We lack that as a whole,
A sense of urgency, of which we should further devote,
Our energy instead of enemies because a hater will always be around even if they’re dead to me, just get rid of me,
No sympathy,
Ever present,
I’m living in the moment,
Heartbreak & lies, why do we condone it,
We only hear god but listen to the devil so I’m not surprised at how the world is going,