Drummer Boy
Love me,
Love me,
She not loving on me,
She not hugging on me,
Drumming my drum of flattery,
Speaking in tongues, interpret me,
Dropping these songs but they haven’t heard me,
Wanting a connection wholeheartedly,
Well damn,
Guess you went & found yourself a man, guess you went & upgraded to the benz, guess you turned a blind eye, became ruthless with no heart or common sense,
Chip on my shoulder, weighed like boulders, into my image: is how I’d mold her,
We’re only getting older, warm that heart before it gets colder,
Another heart flutter , your beauty just makes my chin shudder,
Never had a brother, i only care for my mother been months since a kiss on my lips was smothered,
Whatever, I’m clever,
You would think i would’ve wised up & left her,
But I’m too damn desperate, the button of false hope is in my line of sight & i pressed it,
Banging eardrums, her voice has me stunned,
Never had a connection, all of this is for fun,
For the lack of a better word cause fun ain’t it, beating my drum because love sure ain’t it,
I don’t really need the girl but it’d be nice to have company,
Just some one to comfort me,
God damn,
Instead of horror “the shining” call this tragedy “the shunning”
Who’s bluffing,
A word to the fellas:
Beat your own drum , interpret that line any way you see fit, just don’t credit me as your reasoning for sending dick pics,
Or clicks,
Don’t hit & miss, you better hit & run, don’t get caught up with the shit that would’ve begun, so slow, so sad though, just take me away purchase my passport, i didn’t ask for it,
“hey ma, how you doing?” But I’m not talking to you, I’m talking to my actual mother, my actual boo, i tend to be indecisive about what i want but i wasted little time to leave love in rear view,
Got a friend too? she can be sidelined too because there isn’t much that y’all females can compare too,
Pheww,
Love is exhausting, looked in my wallet - what is all this love costing? is that vomit or period blood your coughing? i need some sense, on my head I’m pounding, nothing in life is what I’m amounting, Don’t have time for this shit - my heart: I’m guarding,