12:18 AM

(Deep breath)
Sometimes in life
You
Gotta take the good with the bad
Ya know
Now I'm in downtown silver spring
Aint a person, place, or thing
That can came in between
With my boo
This ain't no fling
She the girl of my dreams
Her right there?
Yeah that's my Queen
She the realest on my team
See what I mean..
My sunshine on a rainy day
When I'm down
She take the pain away
Make me feel good
In every way
When I wanna leave
She make me stay
Aye
Shorty more than a dime
She the whole bank
When the thots come around
I'm chose up
Turn my nose up
You would think these hoes stank
Fills my heart up
Yeah the whole tank
But I guess it just wasn't enough
Say she wanna leave but I'm calling her bluff
It's too early for times to be this tough
Or for the patches to be this rough
Had some exes pop up from the past
That don't mean that we couldn't make it last
Had to brace my myself for impact
Them uncertainties came crashing fast
Man I swear she knows just when to call
Half past when I would've gave my all
Wasn't ready for it
But couldn't stop the fall
Like seasons
Giving me reasons
To take these layers off
And show a different side
Maybe it makes me soft
I got a different pride
Now I know I probably shouldn't tell you this
But I gotta tell you how I feel inside
Yeah
Do you know what time it is?
Usually I'm fine with this
Calling on some toxic shit
Yeah yeah
Saying I been on your mind
So now you on my line
Is loving you a crime
But I don't know
Back then it was feelings that I didn't show
Made me a better man
Gave me the room to grow
It's too late but I still had to let you know
Felt things that I never felt before
Uh
Shit was so real I'm sure (I'm sure)
You helped me heal so pure
The connection, too real to ignore
The affection, man I couldn't ask for more
It's plain to see that they not you
Cuz you top 2 and you not two
Sex game was crazy
You never fucked me lazy
Now I know you probably hate me
But it's getting a lil bit hazy
The bad times ain't clear to me
This shit felt so real to me
Even when you try & shade me
Somehow your light stills gets through
Name someone else that gets you
Or another uh that fits you
Can't say I wasn't ready
To give you my last name
This all-star's benched
Tryna make this my last game
Sad that it ended
It's really a damn shame
(It's a crying shame)
Now I'm here reminiscing
Thinking back when we was kissing
Guess it's you that I'll be missing
Sorry we couldn't stay consistent
Hate that I ponder, wonder
Things between us could've been different
(Echo)
Damn
Do you know what time it is?
Usually I'm fine with this
Calling on some toxic shit
Yeah yeah
Saying I been on your mind
So now you on my line
Is loving you a crime
But I don't know
Ohhh those late night calls
Purposely keeping your distance
Contemplating the difference
With or without me
Til night falls
& you can no longer doubt me
Not to be on no cocky shit
But these others dudes not me
You got me
Taking trips down memory lane
Sometimes roads got rocky
Now it's like I'm part of the cast
On "The Mask"
Screaming "somebody stop me!"
(Somebody stop me!)
You remember that argument we had on our way to Targét
Had to bite my tongue
I was afraid of what I might say
Now you wondering why I'm not walking with you the right way
Tryna put on a front for these ppl
As if we weren't just fast-balling unpleasantries at each other like
Batter up batter up
Always kept the chatter up
Disrespect go too far now we on third base
Trying my best not to add it up
But if inconsistency was a competition
Then we way pass our third race
At this point we'll never reach first place
Cuz in the end I felt feline
Falling be-hind
And I'm growing tired of this bird chase
Won't front like I don't miss..
Your face
Your taste
With such style and grace
Can't say I didn't love you
That was never the case