Bad Spirits

Misplaced confidence
Opposites uvula swingin' low
Consequences are nonsense
Yet obvious that I'm breathin' slow
Liver is nauseous
Livin' exhausted
They pennies roll
These souls are often lost and the streets they only home
Intentions posthumous
Sink and lie and they die for like ten of us
They all the flash out the camera
No fire left
Still been fanin' 'em
These my role modеls
Ain't fam of em
Day dream a life full of modеls
'Till the clinking off of the bottles choose to damage 'em
Pen has sprung
To fill my lungs
With ammo for the average drums
Concrete subconscious thoughts are flung on every song
Slightly I sought the only fund that made my tongue a loaded gun
Too many demons
I'm seemingly seeing myself becoming one

I know
I know
This life's behind
Behind by miles
And I know
I know
Just give it some time
Though I've waited a while

Second hand smoke
Indulging in folks lies
I just sin then toast
While they watch
Peering eyes
Peering eyes
I know
I know
I know

Ain't nothing but some pretty chicks
Cigarette burns
Drink again then dip
Ave Maria be defendin' em
Tired of sins
So turned to synonyms
And penmanship
Smoke ash turn to melanin
Spoke last
So my words glass
Tired of people always breakin' em
Heart a void
Hard to avoid
So I toyed with emotions
Including mine
Under supervised by the divine
Worser guy through every solstice
My pulse is impulsive
My choices have worsen
Saliva truth serum
I'm slurring as a person
Fam?
Yea I hear 'em
I'll write 'em checks in cursive
And bars that all will worship
Confident in a higher purpose
That's ego talking but my evil falling every time I blurt it
Success around the corner
So I stay assertive
Yeah, I'm fairly certain

I know
I know
This life's behind
Behind by miles
And I know
I know
Just give it some time
Though I've waited a while
Second hand
Indulging in
I just sin then toast
While they watch
Peering eyes
Peering eyes
I know
I know
I know