1 (JD’s Pressure)

Standing still they keep on moving
My only out is make this music
So I’m loud
So I’m loud
Standing still I see me losing
My only out is to push on through it
Staying loud
Staying loud

Walking over chances
See through the glass ceiling
I’m scared of the ceiling
Nah, I’m just scared of committing
What if these words don’t sound successful?
What if after I sneeze ain’t no “bless you?”
I fantasize ‘bout a mansion but if there’s thousands more than how’s mine special?
Biggest chip fit on my shoulder since the beginning
Whole world on ‘em made that
Made spilling ink my addiction
Ringing ears due to playbacks
Slowly nearing to higher visions
Only feeling the vile tension between the mirrors
Post-interview sometimes
Stay mortified
More to god as why he sent me here
And more to me than what’s in some ears
‘Gon prove it to myself ‘fore I ever prove it to some cheers
I owe it to myself ‘fore I ever owe it to some fears

Standing still they keep on moving
My only out is make this music
So I’m loud
So I’m loud
Standing still I see me losing
My only out is to push on through it
Staying loud
Staying loud

I see I might be my problem
I’m fearing my fault of falling
Ambition searing my conscience
Mirror teasing I’m god sent
The easy part is to ponder it
Easy start’s been my opposite
Handing hearts to the cause of it
Drowning overseas
Ego hit when randoms think that they over me
Falsifying terms just for the loyalty
Internal dying for a spot I been pleading to reach
Easier to admit defeat then to reach the feat